Saturday, March 28, 2009
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
跨年.2009.
最近都忙得很，才发现好久没写部落格咯！！所以决定了，就在崭新的一年写下第一章跨年部落格，分享我在倒数的心声。
不知道你在12月31日，11:30pm-11:55pm 的那一刻正想着什么？
而我，正回想在2008里我所实现的、未实现的；达成的、未达成的；做错的事、好事等等。。。一一在我脑海浮现出来。 人家说，天蝎座的女生是神秘，个性细腻，对微不足道的小事都非常敏感，性格内向，对自身的一切总是带着疑问。我完全赞同！跟我一起倒数的朋友，你们不知道我在想什么吧？不重要，这本来就是天蝎的本性。质疑...
在2008，我的确经历了无数的考验、挫折。相反的，我也获得许多的好评、奖赏。尽管在事业上，我都达成了我所许下的承诺。当然，是我的运气好，机会多。谢谢我的贵人们！
入行以有一年半，我完全没信任过我自己，没看好我的能力；可是，我相信我的坚持是对的。曾经有不愉快地时候，也掉下不开心的眼泪。这些都不是因为公司政治问题，而是觉得这份工作太累了，我的身体不能接受。一旦身体状况不好，什么事都会不顺利，心情也变得烦躁起来。那时的我，真的一度想放弃。身边的朋友也会一直听到我想辞职，不干了! 这是我不对的想法。
可是，一想到那些帮助我的人，就有点愧疚，对不起他们。也因三番五次的挣扎，让我下定决心熬过丛丛难关。有时我在想，为什么总是为他人着想，也应该为自己打算吧？可是，我就是过不了自己那关，心里总会不安。所以，都会试着去摆平，把大部分的快乐带给大家；小部分的快乐给自己就够了。这是我执着的地方。
长大了，工作了，朋友也慢慢变少；好多都失去联络或是距离遥远。就算联络，也就是在网上聊了几句。可能是自己不会分配时间。以前的我认为先事业为重，可以牺牲朋友/家人的聚会而工作。现在我知道工作都不代表什么了，它只是一门赚钱的管道。这就是我遗憾的一点。
所以在迎接2009的到来，我为自己许下一个新的目标，那就是：“健康为一，家人/朋友为二，事业为三。”当然，我也希望能实现我一直追求着的一样东西。。。
新年快乐！朋友们，希望你们的梦想也一一地实现。最重要还是~身体健康~
最后，献上当晚在The Curve倒数的烟花表演。期盼今年大家过得很好，就像烟花般的灿烂！
Monday, September 1, 2008
My Merdeka day 2008
It was fun with a lot of activities during merdeka day! But, I need to work on that day.
I was handling a Merdeka Millenium Endurance race started from Aug 29 till Aug 30 midnight, which was passing Aug 31. It is a 12-hours race and my client participated in the race as well.
At the same time, I felt so sorry to my buddy, which his graduation day on Aug 30. Before that I told him, no matter how I will make myself available to attend. But the end, it made him dissappointed! Im so sorry, Wei Xuan. As they mentioned to me, we would be going to Genting at night after my work. So touch!! No matter how, I have to make myself to go with my tiring body and mind.
I went to Sepang to send off the drivers as the race started on 11am. After sent off, I rush back to meet my buddies from Malacca, who attended his convocation. I met them and we went to his house at the evening as promised, we had our dinner together at TGI Friday's. After rushing had the dinner with them, I need to rush back to Sepang as the race would be finished at 11:45pm, Aug 30.
At 9.30pm, my boss, client and me reached Sepang to prepare post-race statement to issue to the media. Time past 12.00am, we gone back after issued the statement. It was already 1.30am.
I rushed all the way back to PJ to meet them and went to Genting straight. When reach Genting, it was already 3.30am. My eyes getting heavier! They went in to gamble and we just as the supportive team to support those gamble. Haha...memorable....
About 6.15am, we back Setapak from Genting and reached by 7am. Then, we had our breakfast, which I long time never been the pasar at Genting Kelang. Missed the food so much!! After our breakfast, I fetch them back and i drive back with a tired and dry eyes.
Reach home about 9:00am, I straight away slept till 5:00pm. I was thinking my merdeka activities already done, but no!I just realised my cousin called and asked whether I'm going for a church activity. She hoped I can go. By using half an hour, I rushed to meet her and enjoy the night.
Luckily Monday (Sept 1) we had off day. If not, I couldn't imagine myself......@_@
I was handling a Merdeka Millenium Endurance race started from Aug 29 till Aug 30 midnight, which was passing Aug 31. It is a 12-hours race and my client participated in the race as well.
At the same time, I felt so sorry to my buddy, which his graduation day on Aug 30. Before that I told him, no matter how I will make myself available to attend. But the end, it made him dissappointed! Im so sorry, Wei Xuan. As they mentioned to me, we would be going to Genting at night after my work. So touch!! No matter how, I have to make myself to go with my tiring body and mind.
I went to Sepang to send off the drivers as the race started on 11am. After sent off, I rush back to meet my buddies from Malacca, who attended his convocation. I met them and we went to his house at the evening as promised, we had our dinner together at TGI Friday's. After rushing had the dinner with them, I need to rush back to Sepang as the race would be finished at 11:45pm, Aug 30.
At 9.30pm, my boss, client and me reached Sepang to prepare post-race statement to issue to the media. Time past 12.00am, we gone back after issued the statement. It was already 1.30am.
I rushed all the way back to PJ to meet them and went to Genting straight. When reach Genting, it was already 3.30am. My eyes getting heavier! They went in to gamble and we just as the supportive team to support those gamble. Haha...memorable....
About 6.15am, we back Setapak from Genting and reached by 7am. Then, we had our breakfast, which I long time never been the pasar at Genting Kelang. Missed the food so much!! After our breakfast, I fetch them back and i drive back with a tired and dry eyes.
Reach home about 9:00am, I straight away slept till 5:00pm. I was thinking my merdeka activities already done, but no!I just realised my cousin called and asked whether I'm going for a church activity. She hoped I can go. By using half an hour, I rushed to meet her and enjoy the night.
Luckily Monday (Sept 1) we had off day. If not, I couldn't imagine myself......@_@
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
现在的我觉得。。。
不知从何时开始，我变得孤独作战。曾经有一班死党的陪伴，一起讨论，一起解决，一起欢乐，一起伤脑筋。。。很多的回忆，让我回味无穷。每当我一个人在外头拼命，我的脑海里就出现你们的脸孔，想着想着。。。就告诉自己，有你们陪伴真好！！
现在的我，烦恼时不知向谁诉说、开心的事不知找谁分享。忽然我的生活环境变得好陌生，让我认不清自己。
曾经有人告诉我：“你不会孤单，你还有我啊。”听了顿时好开心，就觉得还好，还有这样一位朋友在我身边。可是，我们好难聚在一起。毕竟大家有事要忙，加上距离让我们很难相聚。
工作压力，朋友不在身边。。。觉得自己即将要变成废人。以前读书的日子，每天都盼着周末或假日的到来，一大班出去玩。现在，好害怕周末的到来。因为就无所事事待在家。生活让我觉得没什么意义了。
是我已经成长，还是怀念着过去。我也不晓得。希望有更好的明天
现在的我，烦恼时不知向谁诉说、开心的事不知找谁分享。忽然我的生活环境变得好陌生，让我认不清自己。
曾经有人告诉我：“你不会孤单，你还有我啊。”听了顿时好开心，就觉得还好，还有这样一位朋友在我身边。可是，我们好难聚在一起。毕竟大家有事要忙，加上距离让我们很难相聚。
工作压力，朋友不在身边。。。觉得自己即将要变成废人。以前读书的日子，每天都盼着周末或假日的到来，一大班出去玩。现在，好害怕周末的到来。因为就无所事事待在家。生活让我觉得没什么意义了。
是我已经成长，还是怀念着过去。我也不晓得。希望有更好的明天
Friday, July 18, 2008
Zang Toi's Fashion Show @ Istana Hotel, 18 July 2008
Is a fun girls day out with my lovely colleagues...
My boss spend 5 of us to go and watch the Zang Toi's Fashion show. This day is Thursday...The fashion show is held on 7:30pm. At KL, there is so hard to get a parking, so we carpool to the venue.
Early the morning, we all meet at our colleague's house-->Sabrina, her house just opposite my house. :p Then, we take one car to go office. That day, is the first day we really girls day out. On our way to office, we keep laughing and talk non-stop in the car. Really fun and enjoy!
Reached office, all of us settle our things before lunch. Because our boss have make an appointment with her hair saloon, which my boss ask us to go that hair saloon to wash and blow our hair. And she passed us her house key to let us go and dress up ourselves. My boss really treat us so nice, spend us the tickets and think of place for us to prepare.
We do our hair till 5:30pm and rush to my boss house to dress up and make up.Only half an hour, we are done! Then go back office to lock up and straight away go to the hotel.
The fashion show is only takes half an hour, but we use like whole day to dress up! haha...But, all of us are so fun and looks nice on that night.
Here are some photos to share with you. Enjoy ya.... :)
What am i thinking?
Recently, I felt so stressed up and feel lazy to go office. Is it a sign to make me feel that ~ Where is my motivation? Is time to change a new working environment!! :(
I love my job right now actually. I very enjoy it and this is what I looking for since graduated. But, most make me stressed up is the ethic dilemma, which between request from client and expectation from my boss. Arghh.....That's all about PR in "two faces". Fake all the time!! I hate it!!
Last few week, I was so pissed off because my boss really makes my team leader tender her resignation and same goes to my colleague, who is the ONLY one handling event management. When my team leader told me, my mind really reflect me to tender as well. But, end of the day I did not do that. Because I knew I still have a lot of things to learn and catch up.
Some of my friends told me, "just resign if you works unhappily." I really think and digest this sentence which takes me about 3 weeks. My conclusion for this, this job is what I looking for so long time ago and I will never give up easily. Because I have my own plan, which I would like to try out all field which related to PR. From PR - Event Management - Media Relations - Communication ...There are a lot of things makes me move forward!
End of this month (July 2008) is full 1 year working in Jireh. My friends, my senior and ex-colleagues all congrate me. I have no idea is it a good thing or bad?
Yesterday, I received a sms from Knighter D'est Enterprise Sdn. Bhd. to ask for an interview. This is a company which handle event management. Just a click on my mind, my second target in PR field and yet is a chance for me to try up!
Is it a good time for me to switch? Or i still need to learn more in PR?
I was so confusing.....>_
I love my job right now actually. I very enjoy it and this is what I looking for since graduated. But, most make me stressed up is the ethic dilemma, which between request from client and expectation from my boss. Arghh.....That's all about PR in "two faces". Fake all the time!! I hate it!!
Last few week, I was so pissed off because my boss really makes my team leader tender her resignation and same goes to my colleague, who is the ONLY one handling event management. When my team leader told me, my mind really reflect me to tender as well. But, end of the day I did not do that. Because I knew I still have a lot of things to learn and catch up.
Some of my friends told me, "just resign if you works unhappily." I really think and digest this sentence which takes me about 3 weeks. My conclusion for this, this job is what I looking for so long time ago and I will never give up easily. Because I have my own plan, which I would like to try out all field which related to PR. From PR - Event Management - Media Relations - Communication ...There are a lot of things makes me move forward!
End of this month (July 2008) is full 1 year working in Jireh. My friends, my senior and ex-colleagues all congrate me. I have no idea is it a good thing or bad?
Yesterday, I received a sms from Knighter D'est Enterprise Sdn. Bhd. to ask for an interview. This is a company which handle event management. Just a click on my mind, my second target in PR field and yet is a chance for me to try up!
Is it a good time for me to switch? Or i still need to learn more in PR?
I was so confusing.....>_
Monday, July 14, 2008
到底你是怎么想？
当一个人面对失败或挫折时，大多数人都会尝到失落，伤心及悲观。可是有些人，他们能很开朗，嬉皮笑脸的面对。到底他们内心是怎么去面对，怎么的一套想法？他们是在隐藏些什么，还是他们不想让身边的人和他们一起伤心，难过？
这只是我的好奇想法。我个人认为，只要做回自己就好。因为你的表达，让你身边的人更了解你。哪你认为呢？
这只是我的好奇想法。我个人认为，只要做回自己就好。因为你的表达，让你身边的人更了解你。哪你认为呢？
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