Wednesday, December 31, 2008
跨年.2009.
最近都忙得很,才发现好久没写部落格咯!!所以决定了,就在崭新的一年写下第一章跨年部落格,分享我在倒数的心声。
不知道你在12月31日,11:30pm-11:55pm 的那一刻正想着什么?
而我,正回想在2008里我所实现的、未实现的;达成的、未达成的;做错的事、好事等等。。。一一在我脑海浮现出来。 人家说,天蝎座的女生是神秘,个性细腻,对微不足道的小事都非常敏感,性格内向,对自身的一切总是带着疑问。我完全赞同!跟我一起倒数的朋友,你们不知道我在想什么吧?不重要,这本来就是天蝎的本性。质疑...
在2008,我的确经历了无数的考验、挫折。相反的,我也获得许多的好评、奖赏。尽管在事业上,我都达成了我所许下的承诺。当然,是我的运气好,机会多。谢谢我的贵人们!
入行以有一年半,我完全没信任过我自己,没看好我的能力;可是,我相信我的坚持是对的。曾经有不愉快地时候,也掉下不开心的眼泪。这些都不是因为公司政治问题,而是觉得这份工作太累了,我的身体不能接受。一旦身体状况不好,什么事都会不顺利,心情也变得烦躁起来。那时的我,真的一度想放弃。身边的朋友也会一直听到我想辞职,不干了! 这是我不对的想法。
可是,一想到那些帮助我的人,就有点愧疚,对不起他们。也因三番五次的挣扎,让我下定决心熬过丛丛难关。有时我在想,为什么总是为他人着想,也应该为自己打算吧?可是,我就是过不了自己那关,心里总会不安。所以,都会试着去摆平,把大部分的快乐带给大家;小部分的快乐给自己就够了。这是我执着的地方。
长大了,工作了,朋友也慢慢变少;好多都失去联络或是距离遥远。就算联络,也就是在网上聊了几句。可能是自己不会分配时间。以前的我认为先事业为重,可以牺牲朋友/家人的聚会而工作。现在我知道工作都不代表什么了,它只是一门赚钱的管道。这就是我遗憾的一点。
所以在迎接2009的到来,我为自己许下一个新的目标,那就是:“健康为一,家人/朋友为二,事业为三。”当然,我也希望能实现我一直追求着的一样东西。。。
新年快乐!朋友们,希望你们的梦想也一一地实现。最重要还是~身体健康~
最后,献上当晚在The Curve倒数的烟花表演。期盼今年大家过得很好,就像烟花般的灿烂!
Monday, September 1, 2008
My Merdeka day 2008
I was handling a Merdeka Millenium Endurance race started from Aug 29 till Aug 30 midnight, which was passing Aug 31. It is a 12-hours race and my client participated in the race as well.
At the same time, I felt so sorry to my buddy, which his graduation day on Aug 30. Before that I told him, no matter how I will make myself available to attend. But the end, it made him dissappointed! Im so sorry, Wei Xuan. As they mentioned to me, we would be going to Genting at night after my work. So touch!! No matter how, I have to make myself to go with my tiring body and mind.
I went to Sepang to send off the drivers as the race started on 11am. After sent off, I rush back to meet my buddies from Malacca, who attended his convocation. I met them and we went to his house at the evening as promised, we had our dinner together at TGI Friday's. After rushing had the dinner with them, I need to rush back to Sepang as the race would be finished at 11:45pm, Aug 30.
At 9.30pm, my boss, client and me reached Sepang to prepare post-race statement to issue to the media. Time past 12.00am, we gone back after issued the statement. It was already 1.30am.
I rushed all the way back to PJ to meet them and went to Genting straight. When reach Genting, it was already 3.30am. My eyes getting heavier! They went in to gamble and we just as the supportive team to support those gamble. Haha...memorable....
About 6.15am, we back Setapak from Genting and reached by 7am. Then, we had our breakfast, which I long time never been the pasar at Genting Kelang. Missed the food so much!! After our breakfast, I fetch them back and i drive back with a tired and dry eyes.
Reach home about 9:00am, I straight away slept till 5:00pm. I was thinking my merdeka activities already done, but no!I just realised my cousin called and asked whether I'm going for a church activity. She hoped I can go. By using half an hour, I rushed to meet her and enjoy the night.
Luckily Monday (Sept 1) we had off day. If not, I couldn't imagine myself......@_@
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
现在的我觉得。。。
现在的我,烦恼时不知向谁诉说、开心的事不知找谁分享。忽然我的生活环境变得好陌生,让我认不清自己。
曾经有人告诉我:“你不会孤单,你还有我啊。”听了顿时好开心,就觉得还好,还有这样一位朋友在我身边。可是,我们好难聚在一起。毕竟大家有事要忙,加上距离让我们很难相聚。
工作压力,朋友不在身边。。。觉得自己即将要变成废人。以前读书的日子,每天都盼着周末或假日的到来,一大班出去玩。现在,好害怕周末的到来。因为就无所事事待在家。生活让我觉得没什么意义了。
是我已经成长,还是怀念着过去。我也不晓得。希望有更好的明天
Friday, July 18, 2008
Zang Toi's Fashion Show @ Istana Hotel, 18 July 2008
Is a fun girls day out with my lovely colleagues...
My boss spend 5 of us to go and watch the Zang Toi's Fashion show. This day is Thursday...The fashion show is held on 7:30pm. At KL, there is so hard to get a parking, so we carpool to the venue.
Early the morning, we all meet at our colleague's house-->Sabrina, her house just opposite my house. :p Then, we take one car to go office. That day, is the first day we really girls day out. On our way to office, we keep laughing and talk non-stop in the car. Really fun and enjoy!
Reached office, all of us settle our things before lunch. Because our boss have make an appointment with her hair saloon, which my boss ask us to go that hair saloon to wash and blow our hair. And she passed us her house key to let us go and dress up ourselves. My boss really treat us so nice, spend us the tickets and think of place for us to prepare.
We do our hair till 5:30pm and rush to my boss house to dress up and make up.Only half an hour, we are done! Then go back office to lock up and straight away go to the hotel.
The fashion show is only takes half an hour, but we use like whole day to dress up! haha...But, all of us are so fun and looks nice on that night.
Here are some photos to share with you. Enjoy ya.... :)
What am i thinking?
I love my job right now actually. I very enjoy it and this is what I looking for since graduated. But, most make me stressed up is the ethic dilemma, which between request from client and expectation from my boss. Arghh.....That's all about PR in "two faces". Fake all the time!! I hate it!!
Last few week, I was so pissed off because my boss really makes my team leader tender her resignation and same goes to my colleague, who is the ONLY one handling event management. When my team leader told me, my mind really reflect me to tender as well. But, end of the day I did not do that. Because I knew I still have a lot of things to learn and catch up.
Some of my friends told me, "just resign if you works unhappily." I really think and digest this sentence which takes me about 3 weeks. My conclusion for this, this job is what I looking for so long time ago and I will never give up easily. Because I have my own plan, which I would like to try out all field which related to PR. From PR - Event Management - Media Relations - Communication ...There are a lot of things makes me move forward!
End of this month (July 2008) is full 1 year working in Jireh. My friends, my senior and ex-colleagues all congrate me. I have no idea is it a good thing or bad?
Yesterday, I received a sms from Knighter D'est Enterprise Sdn. Bhd. to ask for an interview. This is a company which handle event management. Just a click on my mind, my second target in PR field and yet is a chance for me to try up!
Is it a good time for me to switch? Or i still need to learn more in PR?
I was so confusing.....>_
Monday, July 14, 2008
到底你是怎么想?
这只是我的好奇想法。我个人认为,只要做回自己就好。因为你的表达,让你身边的人更了解你。哪你认为呢?
Saturday, July 12, 2008
一杯鲜奶
然而当一位年轻貌美的女孩子打开门时,他却失去了勇气。他没敢讨饭,却只要求一杯水喝。女孩看出来他饥饿的样子,
于是给他端出一大杯鲜奶来。他不慌不忙地将它喝下。而且问说,『应付多少钱?』
而她的答复却是:「你不欠我一分钱。母亲告诉我们,不要为善事要求回报。」
于是他说:「那么我只有由衷地谢谢了」当郝武德.凯礼离开时,不但觉得自己的身体强壮了不少,而且对天主与对人的信心也增强了起来。
他原来已经陷入绝境,准备放弃一切的。
数年后,那个年轻女孩病情危急。当地医生都已束手无策。家人终于将她送进大都市,以便请专家来检查她罕见的病情。
他们请到了郝武德?凯礼医生来诊断。当他听说,病人是某某城的人时,他的眼中充满了奇特的光辉。他立刻穿上医生服装,
走向医院大厅,进了她的病房。医生一眼就认出了她。他立刻回到诊断室,并且下定决心要尽最大的努力来挽救她的性命。
从那天起,他特别观察她的病情。经过一次漫长的奋斗之后,终于让她起死回生,战胜了病魔。
最后批价室将出院的帐单送到医生手中,请他签字。医生看了帐单一眼,然后在帐单边缘上写了几个字,就将帐单转送到她的病房里。
她不敢打开帐单,因为她确定,需要她一辈子才能还清这笔医药费。但最后她还是打开看了,而且帐单边缘上的一些东西,特别引起她的注目。
她看到了这么一句话:「一杯鲜奶已足以付清全部的医药费!」签署人:郝武德.凯礼医生。
眼中泛滥着泪水,她心中高兴地祈祷着:「天主啊!感谢您,感谢您的慈爱,藉由众人的心和手,不断地在传播着。」
如果世上还有怎么好的人,那世界就太平了!不再会有社会问题!
背你上楼的男人
她是城市的白领,他是城市的扛包工人.高中毕业后,两个人划着完全不同的青春轨迹.可是,
他们依然保持着恋人的关系.仅仅是保持着.
白天,她在公司里喝正宗的雀巢咖啡,下班后,她吃他买来的廉价的冰棍;中午,她品味着公司里精致的饭菜,晚上,
他带她去脏兮兮的饭馆吃并不正宗的兰州拉面.她认为,自己的生活太不协调.这样的恋情,从开始的那一天, 便仿佛注定了某一种结局.
他每天去接她,然后送到她所居住的白领公寓的电梯口, 道一声晚安,匆匆离去.那天她突然想撒娇,她说背我上去吧!他看了看电梯,电梯运转良好,
然后他回头,说,好.他没问理由.他背着她,从一楼开始,慢慢向上爬.爬到一半他累了,他说休息一下好不好,她突然来了兴致,
娇嗔着说不行.他就真的没有休息,一直爬到她的寓所所在的13楼. 她问他累不累,他说累,比扛包累.她知道他说的是真的 , 她有了一丝感动.
但他们还是分手了.因为有时候,仅有感动,并不能够将爱情维持 .爱情的本身,除了感动,好象还有太多的琐碎.城市里并不缺少一个扛包工人,所以他回到乡下.
他偶尔会给她打电话,告诉她他现在种着大棚,挣了一些钱.她听着,淡淡的. 那时她已经有了新的男友,门当户对的,可以充门面,协调生活的那种.
然后某一天,他有一次打来电话,说他攒够了五千元钱,这些钱可以在乡下娶老婆了.她发现,突然间,自己的眼角,竟然有些湿润.
她新交的男友也是每天接她下班,送她至电梯,很绅士地道一声晚安,然后离去某一天她说,背我上去吧.男友说 ,行.
那时电梯停在一楼,男友背起她,飞快地冲进电梯.她伏在男友的背上,与电梯一起爬升,心却在飞快地下沉.
男友嘿嘿笑着,好象对自己这个带着幽默的小伎俩很是满意.那一天,她没有接受男友照例的吻别.
她给他打电话,她问他那五千块钱花出去了吗?然后她便发现自己泪流满面.他说花出去了。
她扔掉了电话,那一刻, 她觉得自己正在失去整个世界.
几天后她在电梯门口看到他,他的手里拿着一枚戒指,很高档. 他把戒指扬了扬,说, 五千块.她乐了.
然后她开始哭泣,哭得一塌糊涂.
她说背我上去?他说好.然后他背着她,一步步爬着楼梯.途中他累了,他说这次让不让休息,她说不行不行.
他就沉默着,一直爬到了13层.这时她想,如果一个男人,肯背着一个女人爬最漫长的楼梯,甚至可以不问理由,
那么,这个女人,还有什么理由拒绝他呢?她给了他一个长久热烈的吻.
如果你是他/她,你会怎样??
Appreciation....
Today, one of my client told me that she already tender her resignation this morning~~When I heard, I was so shocked!! Because she just joined the company only one and the half months, and she is the one who I always deal with the most recently. Suddenly she told me this sad news, I really can't accept.
Her previous job also worked in a PR agency and always serve clients. She told me that she really enjoyed the job. And now, she joined an international company, her designation is "Public Relations Executive". She thought she can handle well, unfortunately, she felt the job is really not suitable her. When you react to her work, she felt lack of confidence and effected her working attitude.And because she kept face problem, she missed her ex-colleagues and boss so much!! I was curious why she say so, because I don't think there is any different between PR agency and corporate PR.
She shared her experiences with me over the msn..."PR agency more family-oriented, corporate PR more focus on the job-oriented." She advised me do appreciate while working in a PR agency. There is no way for you to work in PR agency after that work in corporate PR. There is totally different!!
I think I can understand what she trying to tell me. Although she just older than me 2 year-old, I can felt that she experienced a lot and know what a professional PR should be, but just there is no one can see her strength and appreciated her. What a poor thing?? >_<
Dear all my friends,
The short story at above just to share with all of you that, although the one (she) not really know each other in depth, through the msn chat, we both are like old friends that there is nothing we can't share. I do really appreciated what I have and own now,because I know there is hard to get a such friend!
Today, through msn, I really learn a lot from her. She told me, as a PR, we must be act ethical. Even you are don't like someone in the company, but you still could not comment on the person with third party. This is what PR should behave...
She really makes me look deeply in this PR field....Thank you, my friend! I wish you all the best in your career and do keep in touch!!
现在的我觉得。。。
到底你是怎么想?
当一个人面对失败或挫折时,大多数人都会尝到失落,伤心及悲观。可是有些人,他们能很开朗,嬉皮笑脸的面对。到底他们内心是怎么去面对,怎么的一套想法?他们是在隐藏些什么,还是他们不想让身边的人和他们一起伤心,难过?
这只是我的好奇想法。我个人认为,只要做回自己就好。因为你的表达,让你身边的人更了解你。哪你认为呢?
CPR~Frenz 4ever!
毕业了!毕竟是件开心的事,且有离别伤感之痛。
从拉曼学院的一班姐妹至今的很要好的朋友,都聚在一起。因为不知何时我们还有这机会相逢。一位从新山(快要出家)的好友,特地赶上来和我们好好聚一聚。另一位忙着学业,准备出国留学的姐妹也抽出她宝贵的时间和我们喝茶。好怀念那一天的聚会哟~~
真 的,不知道我们是什么时候开始认识,什么时候结为朋友,什么时候变成合作伙伴,什么时候交心聊天,什么时候变成用餐的必定对象等.....在这过程里,我 觉得自己和你们学了不少。真的变得懂事多了。在我们这一班好友里,论年龄我算是年纪最小的,论知识我是最单纯的。可是,你们让我懂了很多。真的真的,要谢 谢你们。(nikki, faye huang, tianhuey, yenting, xiaowei, ivy, shihyih).
To Nikki~ Wishing you will get a job soon. Once again wishing your married will be wonderful and tolerance to get along with ur life partner in a peaceful life.
To Faye Huang~ All the best for you in your studies and do take care in UK. Must eat the healthy food so that you have the healthy body to study and get good result.Enjoy the day in UK lol...
To Tianhuey~ 1st, MUST Congratulation to you to get 2nd upper division within us!Wishing you get a job you like the most.Be yourself always and do sharing with us about your problems and happiness.
To Yenting~ Really feel glad to hear you successed to graduate with us!Congratulation to you once again!!!!!! Sometimes you should believe what you have and what you did, Because believe yourself is the most important than anything.
To Xiaowei~ Again congratulate to you for graduation!! Do believe what you have and how people treat you. APPRECIATE is important. Gaining the experiences from the error and don't simply give up! You will never know you will success in one day!!
To ivy~ Congratulate to u too for completed your study! You are proud for your family to be the 1st and the ONE who holding Bachelor Degree among your sister and brother. Be ambition and dare to challenge person. You are the one who experienced many problems during uni life. Learned from the mistakes and don't even too believe a person. Please try to think what is right and what is wrong as well as what is important for you.
To ShihYih~ You are the one who change much. From a bad temperature person to a girlish. Ya,you should be like that! Keep improve yourself, you will gain the more!Gambate
These all what I know about you all and my own opinion towards to you all in these few years. See the changes is good! Dear Sis, wishing all of us keep changing and improving ourself to brighthen our future. ~~Do take care~~毕业了~友谊永固
组织了毕业旅行~云顶2天1夜。我班的同学就考完最后一张的考试上了云顶。10多位的我们,大包小包的行李,零食就在那一刻兴奋的心情化上美丽的结局!
很开心能和一班大学朋友去旅行。虽然云顶不是很远,可是大家都珍惜了和大家相聚的时光,真的不容易!一起享用buffet,花园聊天,拍照,通宵玩牌等。大家的感情也便得更加的深一层了,再也没有陌生的感觉。谢谢彼此把这美丽的时刻带给我们每一个人。
漫长的假期
22岁的生日
11月17日>>>>>Jessica's Birthday!!(wishing to myself 1st^_^)
一星期的点滴
相信自己是最重要的!
和世界上什么人相连
虽然谈著恋爱
虽然也会失恋
怎么花了时间没一个有缘
走在混乱的街头
找不到爱情真正入口
有时下错了车
有时上错了楼
直到那一刻直到她出现
she's the one 那是种神秘直觉
she's the one 她是我的等待
那一天擦肩而过
当眼神交会再也舍不得离开
she's the one 有一种触电感觉
she's the one 她就是今生的爱
感情线两手相连
连成一线微笑的弧线
手心那条感情线
和世界上什么人相连
虽然谈著恋爱
虽然也会失恋
怎么花了时间没一个有缘
走在混乱的街头
找不到爱情真正入口
有时下错了车
有时上错了楼
直到那一刻直到她出现
she's the one 那是种神秘直觉
she's the one 她是我的等待
那一天擦肩而过
当眼神交会再也舍不得离开
she's the one 有一种触电感觉
she's the one 她就是今生的爱
感情线两手相连
连成一线幸福的笑脸
oh,我在心里放著烟火
不必再唱寂寞的歌
she's the one 我终于找到了
有真爱属于我就是她
she's the one 那是种神秘直觉
she's the one 她是我的等待
那一天擦肩而过
当眼神交会再也舍不得离开
she's the one 有一种触电感觉
she's the one 她就是今生的爱
感情线两手相连
连成一线 i know she's the one
心。。可以是很坚强的!
Monday, June 9, 2008
CPR~Frenz 4ever!
从拉曼学院的一班姐妹至今的很要好的朋友,都聚在一起。因为不知何时我们还有这机会相逢。一位从新山(快要出家)的好友,特地赶上来和我们好好聚一聚。另一位忙着学业,准备出国留学的姐妹也抽出她宝贵的时间和我们喝茶。好怀念那一天的聚会哟~~
真的,不知道我们是什么时候开始认识,什么时候结为朋友,什么时候变成合作伙伴,什么时候交心聊天,什么时候变成用餐的必定对象等.....在这过程里,我觉得自己和你们学了不少。真的变得懂事多了。在我们这一班好友里,论年龄我算是年纪最小的,论知识我是最单纯的。可是,你们让我懂了很多。真的真的,要谢谢你们。(nikki, faye huang, tianhuey, yenting, xiaowei, ivy, shihyih).
To Nikki~ Wishing you will get a job soon. Once again wishing your married will be wonderful and tolerance to get along with ur life partner in a peaceful life.
To Faye Huang~ All the best for you in your studies and do take care in UK. Must eat the healthy food so that you have the healthy body to study and get good result.Enjoy the day in UK lol...
To Tianhuey~ 1st, MUST Congratulation to you to get 2nd upper division among us!Wishing you get a job you like the most.Be yourself always and do sharing with us about your problems and happiness.
To Yenting~ Really feel glad to hear you successed to graduate with us!Congratulation to you once again!!!!!! Sometimes you should believe what you have and what you did, Because believe yourself is the most important than anything.
To Xiaowei~ Again congratulate to you for graduation!! Do believe what you have and how people treat you. APPRECIATE is important. Gaining the experiences from the error and don't simply give up! You will never know you will success in one day!!
To ivy~ Congratulate to u too for completed your study! You are proud for your family to be the 1st and the ONE who holding Bachelor Degree among your sister and brother. Be ambition and dare to challenge person. You are the one who experienced many problems during uni life. Learned from the mistakes and don't even too believe a person. Please try to think what is right and what is wrong as well as what is important for you.
To ShihYih~ You are the one who change much. From a bad temperature person to a girlish. Ya,you should be like that! Keep improve yourself, you will gain the more!Gambate
These all what I know about you all and my own opinion towards to you all in these few years. See the changes is good! Dear Sis, wishing all of us keep changing and improving ourself to brighthen our future. ~~Do take care~~
Monday, May 26, 2008
毕业了~友谊永固
组织了毕业旅行~云顶2天1夜。我班的同学就考完最后一张的考试上了云顶。10多位的我们,大包小包的行李,零食就在那一刻兴奋的心情化上美丽的结局!
很开心能和一班大学朋友去旅行。虽然云顶不是很远,可是大家都珍惜了和大家相聚的时光,真的不容易!一起享用buffet,花园聊天,拍照,通宵玩牌等。大家的感情也便得更加的深一层了,再也没有陌生的感觉。谢谢彼此把这美丽的时刻带给我们每一个人。
希望我们的友谊不会停止!保持联络。在此,祝大家前程万里。