What am i thinking?

Recently, I felt so stressed up and feel lazy to go office. Is it a sign to make me feel that ~ Where is my motivation? Is time to change a new working environment!! :(

I love my job right now actually. I very enjoy it and this is what I looking for since graduated. But, most make me stressed up is the ethic dilemma, which between request from client and expectation from my boss. Arghh.....That's all about PR in "two faces". Fake all the time!! I hate it!!

Last few week, I was so pissed off because my boss really makes my team leader tender her resignation and same goes to my colleague, who is the ONLY one handling event management. When my team leader told me, my mind really reflect me to tender as well. But, end of the day I did not do that. Because I knew I still have a lot of things to learn and catch up.

Some of my friends told me, "just resign if you works unhappily." I really think and digest this sentence which takes me about 3 weeks. My conclusion for this, this job is what I looking for so long time ago and I will never give up easily. Because I have my own plan, which I would like to try out all field which related to PR. From PR - Event Management - Media Relations - Communication ...There are a lot of things makes me move forward!

End of this month (July 2008) is full 1 year working in Jireh. My friends, my senior and ex-colleagues all congrate me. I have no idea is it a good thing or bad?

Yesterday, I received a sms from Knighter D'est Enterprise Sdn. Bhd. to ask for an interview. This is a company which handle event management. Just a click on my mind, my second target in PR field and yet is a chance for me to try up!

Is it a good time for me to switch? Or i still need to learn more in PR?

I was so confusing.....>_